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the electric is still off @ my house. hanging out @ mambertt's, i was sposed to work with my dad today but left my damn keys in matt's car, and he is at work now. failz failz failz.
4 interviews/invitations-to-come-and-talk-to-someone-about-working-here-non-interviews (?) this week. w00t for that, but i dunno how i'm gonna eat in the meantime.
dreams are less infuriating lately, yet more bizarre. i would be quite pleased if my brain would shut the fuck up, unless it's going to involve dreaming of a trip to Wales, to the Pacific NW, or some other cool place in Europe and i'm not broke. i wanna go travelling SO BAD! blarghitty.
i feel entirely too lame to get out and do much beyond driving around foreverz and being lonely. i don't wanna sit around my house feeling depressed, yet i really don't want to be around people, either. at all. other than mambertt & leah (thankfully i can always rely on them) no one i want to see wants to see me anyway. how did life get so empty?
i have yet to find an icon that adequately describes my crappy, crappy mood. if such a thing were possible, it'd be extreme championship BLAH.
*sigh*
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4 interviews/invitations-to-come-and-talk-to-someone-about-working-here-non-interviews (?) this week. w00t for that, but i dunno how i'm gonna eat in the meantime.
dreams are less infuriating lately, yet more bizarre. i would be quite pleased if my brain would shut the fuck up, unless it's going to involve dreaming of a trip to Wales, to the Pacific NW, or some other cool place in Europe and i'm not broke. i wanna go travelling SO BAD! blarghitty.
i feel entirely too lame to get out and do much beyond driving around foreverz and being lonely. i don't wanna sit around my house feeling depressed, yet i really don't want to be around people, either. at all. other than mambertt & leah (thankfully i can always rely on them) no one i want to see wants to see me anyway. how did life get so empty?
i have yet to find an icon that adequately describes my crappy, crappy mood. if such a thing were possible, it'd be extreme championship BLAH.
*sigh*
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