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You know what I'd like to know? Why is it so impossible to convince oneself that solitude is an asset?
Because it's harder than you'd think. I don't know, maybe it's when I look at my friend's page and everyone is just so content and blissful, and I'm left here remembering all the times I've screwed something good up for myself. And maybe it's just because lately I've been feeling like everything I do is less than I should be able to achieve, and so I don't even attempt it and I just sit at home, which really only makes it worse.
And I definitely don't mean to make this into a `I need a boyfriend` post, which everyone seems to hate, but more of an `I need some sort of permanent meaningful companionship I can count on` post.
Where are you Maggie, Cam, Kiera? I miss you.
Because it's harder than you'd think. I don't know, maybe it's when I look at my friend's page and everyone is just so content and blissful, and I'm left here remembering all the times I've screwed something good up for myself. And maybe it's just because lately I've been feeling like everything I do is less than I should be able to achieve, and so I don't even attempt it and I just sit at home, which really only makes it worse.
And I definitely don't mean to make this into a `I need a boyfriend` post, which everyone seems to hate, but more of an `I need some sort of permanent meaningful companionship I can count on` post.
Where are you Maggie, Cam, Kiera? I miss you.