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Dec 04, 2004 00:03

New York this time of year is cold, always cold, and usually either rainy or snowy. It's neither right now, just dark and frozen and quiet, and I'm here alone in our house with my Apple for company. She's been asleep for a few hours now, and I've been amusing myself by watching tv. Soapnet is a great thing. I was watching One Life to Live, and honestly. Cliffhangers get tedious after a while. They're not really going to kill the daughter of the matriarch of the show, you know, it's just not likely at all.

Our anniversary is this Sunday. Chris is in London right now, still working on the album, but we've agreed that we're definitely going to be together for that, no matter what. It's still up in the air who's going to go where, but it's not a question to me, whether or not it'll happen. I'm not spending my first anniversary alone. It's hard enough being separated on a normal day. Family has always been important to me, now it's even moreso since it's a family I've made all on my own. Chris and Apple are my everything, and I just wouldn't have it any other way. I'm happier these days than I've been in a long time. The last few years have been kind of like a rollercoaster, full of ups and downs, just when I think I've recovered from one extreme it's on to the next. I think that the ride's finally ended, or slowed, or something, because it's just all been so wonderful for a while. I fully intend to keep it that way.

I broke down and purchased all of the icons available to me. It's a work in progress. I am particularly proud of my keywords. Also, I'm attempting to pretty up my journal, but I'm almost helpless with that kind of thing, so no mocking is allowed.
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