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boys boys boys, i wished for more of them in my life, forgetting that you should be careful what you wish for. one of my roommates is totally into me. i am often seduced by attention and i don't know if that's what's happening. hooked up a couple of times with dianna's boyfriend's friend. i like him, but he just doesn't set me on fire, you know? plus i feel horrible coming home from his house to poor neglected dave. brett liked me, and he got robbed at gunpoint and sometimes needs a place to stay. last night i had to tell him that he was welcome to stay at my place, but that i wasn't there. shitty shitty complicated situation, but when i step back and look at it all from a distance, i still can't help but think "all these boys like me. awesome."