What's wrong with me?

[gwydion82]

Why do I intentionally push people's buttons, lack the ability to take much of anything seriously,lack the ability to stop talking, push boundaries just because they're there, and get so competitive that I make blatantly narcisistic comments to narcisists just to "prove" I'm more narcisistic than they are? And worse, why is it that though I'm

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Re: hey

[gwydion82]

actually, I figured out that everything I do, I do because it's right. I.E. when I mentally and verbally debase "intelligent" people in front of others, it's just because I've seen them try to act superior to people who might be less gifted than them in a specific field. When I "push people's buttons intentionally" I'm just trying to open their eyes, even once, to a new set of posiblities that they might not have really pondered before. Same with Narcisists. I don't take much seriously, because most of the time, there are plenty who are taking it too seriously and I'm trying to lighten them up a little. And all of my very close and good friends let me slide on this, because they know that I'm a good person and that I take care of my friends and if I disagree with them, it's not anything more that a difference of opinion, and most of them are willing to take that extra step to try and see it my way. And if they don't get it, they ask me what I mean. I have learned alot from all of my friends, and continue to do so. That's alot of why they are my friends. I'm pleased that sometimes they might learn somthing from me too. Also, most of them respect that I am the champion against injustice, in any form. Either that, or I just try to keep people away, and anyone who sticks through to learn about me anyway, or stick around after the change I've gone through, are true friends that will really be there whenever you need them, and they know visa versa. Or maybe my ID just thinks that I already have enough friends.

p.s. sorry about all the errors, I'm alittle tipsy right now.