As opposed to much smaller chunks thus far. ;-)
I am going to turn the focus of this diary over to my attempts to get healthier and happier. I am about to embark on a 27-month program designed to get me ready to turn 50.
That is right: I am counting down the months to the BIG 5-0Now, this may seem sorta early to start thinking about turning 50.
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I think this is partly from a fear that if I set myself specific goals, even with flexibility, I feel deep inside that at some point I will fail miserably and the emotional reaction from that that will drive me deeper into the unhealthy living pattern I was trying to break. But there comes a time when its kill or cure, even if its a slow death, so this is a time to grasp the * goal nettle* :) * ouch*
My prime goals are, I want to lose weight and have more energy and get my blood pressure down, and therefore not have to go on meds. I have already noticed that I feel a lot better when I cut right down on the crappy food/drink more water/cut right down on salt - digestion is better, no bloating or stomach cramps etc . And again noticable differences when I walk to work - a good 30-40 min walk and the last 10 mins is up a steep hill which used to be agony. Now although I still get out of breath, it doesnt actually hurt my lungs and legs. So even those small things are a spur.
By the end of the month I will make an appointment for the 24 hour blood pressure check and hopefully the BP will be down. If its not then I will persuade them not to med me but give me longer to bring it down naturally. Im not going to start weighing myself but by the time summer comes I would have liked to have dropped down a couple of dress sizes :)
Good luck with your health endeavours, and also to you Laura, youre right, we can all encourage each other - also having an audience helps, hehe.
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And, yes, big dreams motivate me more. No big plan, no action.
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