OMG OMG OMG
Okay, so I just got back from school. I always check the mail on my way up to the apartment, and there is a letter from Osgoode Hall Law School, marked "CONFIDENTIAL - To be opened by addressee only."
Breath, breath.
I ripped the envelope open before I even made it to the stairs, which is my usual approach to mail I want to check out. But then I got into this internal debate about how I should maybe make more of a big deal about this. And whether or not I should have company, specifically whether or not I should wait for HC to come home. So I am, and the excitement and anxiety are rising fast. I probably should have just opened it - the rip the bandage off quick approach - but I didn't. I even tried to convince myself that I shouldn't open it until my sociology paper is done, so that I don't get distracted by depression/celebration. But I also don't think my heart could handle a two day wait. So I'll stick with my half hour wait.
Tick tock tick tock....
Breath, breath.
I ripped the envelope open before I even made it to the stairs, which is my usual approach to mail I want to check out. But then I got into this internal debate about how I should maybe make more of a big deal about this. And whether or not I should have company, specifically whether or not I should wait for HC to come home. So I am, and the excitement and anxiety are rising fast. I probably should have just opened it - the rip the bandage off quick approach - but I didn't. I even tried to convince myself that I shouldn't open it until my sociology paper is done, so that I don't get distracted by depression/celebration. But I also don't think my heart could handle a two day wait. So I'll stick with my half hour wait.
Tick tock tick tock....