omg six months
hey there lj, long time no post.
i find it funny that i went from trying to post everyday to posting almost zilch. well whatev, it's my journal, yeah?
anyway, weird bouts of depression have been hitting me mostly in the "omg i've graduated for six months and have yet to find a full time job" along with a lot of guilt over "omg i've graduated for six months and have drawn anything decent in those six months". so i dunno if it's the economy and if it's just a massive case of art block but it's there.
also there is sickness! i have some sort of sickness that is cutely(?) between me and jay. jay has it worse right now with his neck being swollen and such and i'm not feeling too hot either, my throat is not a happy camper but it's not the same feeling as a cold. so we'll see what happens since i have a doc's appointment in 45 minutes. gonna bring world war z to read so i'm a bit happy to wait in the waiting room. i might be late to work though since the appointment's at 11:15 and i have work at 12, woops, but that was the only time i could go. if anything i maaaaaaaay have to call out depending on what the doc says but for some reason i don't see that happening so i'll be left to just scrub things i touch and breathe on after doing each.
other news, me thinks things with jay are good. i think the sickness is putting a bit of a stop on us but i think we're doing good. i likes him still so i think we're all set. *nod*
other than that, nothing. i miss sva people and i kinda do miss wandering around ny. i miss the food and the activity and my friends. i wanted to hang out with stevie on friday but apparently she's not feeling good (thanks twitter) and if anything i should prolly rest, especially if it is strep that i'm diagnosed with. either way, right now i have work from 12-6 today so we'll see what happens.
i find it funny that i went from trying to post everyday to posting almost zilch. well whatev, it's my journal, yeah?
anyway, weird bouts of depression have been hitting me mostly in the "omg i've graduated for six months and have yet to find a full time job" along with a lot of guilt over "omg i've graduated for six months and have drawn anything decent in those six months". so i dunno if it's the economy and if it's just a massive case of art block but it's there.
also there is sickness! i have some sort of sickness that is cutely(?) between me and jay. jay has it worse right now with his neck being swollen and such and i'm not feeling too hot either, my throat is not a happy camper but it's not the same feeling as a cold. so we'll see what happens since i have a doc's appointment in 45 minutes. gonna bring world war z to read so i'm a bit happy to wait in the waiting room. i might be late to work though since the appointment's at 11:15 and i have work at 12, woops, but that was the only time i could go. if anything i maaaaaaaay have to call out depending on what the doc says but for some reason i don't see that happening so i'll be left to just scrub things i touch and breathe on after doing each.
other news, me thinks things with jay are good. i think the sickness is putting a bit of a stop on us but i think we're doing good. i likes him still so i think we're all set. *nod*
other than that, nothing. i miss sva people and i kinda do miss wandering around ny. i miss the food and the activity and my friends. i wanted to hang out with stevie on friday but apparently she's not feeling good (thanks twitter) and if anything i should prolly rest, especially if it is strep that i'm diagnosed with. either way, right now i have work from 12-6 today so we'll see what happens.