Seriously deep thoughts

Mar 22, 2005 21:51

I was talking on the phone earlier. Getting really into something I was thinking about. And I have come to the conclusion that there HAS to be a God. Now I've always known that there is a God, I've always believed it. But it's amazing what really strange things can make that feeling and belief swell in you. I'm going to try and explain this as best I can, I hope you can follow.

We as human beings are flesh and bone. We can reach out and touch each other. Physically we are there. But there are things about us that, in my honest opinion, can only come from something fantastic. Things as small as emotion. You can feel sad, happy, anxious, angry...all of this. And scientist can give every reason in the world as to what makes you feel that way. What physical thing in you that makes it work. But the truth is...someone/something/somewhatever, has to be controlling that. And that power is God. He is the thing that is controlling us and our emotions. And not just emotion, but knowledge. Knowledge isn't a solid. You can read knowledge in a book, or watch it on a tv, or hear it on a radio. But absorbing that, storing it. That takes something bigger than any one of us can understand or grasp. And the fact, that a woman can bore a child into this world. That a form just like everyone else, me, you, everyone, can be shaped and made. And that goes for all lifeforms in nature...that is truly incredible. It goes beyond anything that our brains can handle. And if you think about it long enough, you will be blown out of the water. I know I was. :)

And yes, I do believe that there is a devil. I know this. Because sometimes it's the devil that is controlling your emotions, not God. Sometimes the devil is the one that is making you feel the things you feel. And yes, sometimes these things can feel good, but you know that they are wrong. And you know that God doesn't like it. It's all so overwhelming. The thing that we all have to believe and get is that we are stronger than the devil. We can beat him/her.

It's all above and beyond all of us. And I think it was done on purpose. I think that God and the devil don't ever want any one of us to figure out their plans. I don't think that either want us to completely understand the full scheme. If we knew everything it would give away their secrets! It isn't our place to understand. God is omnipotent. We have to trust that he will guide us. He will help us with our fight through life. Through all good and bad. I think I'm starting to figure a lot of this out. And the fact that this belief is growing so hard, and so strong through me, is the best feeling ever! :D

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In other news of deep thought, I was looking at a rubber bowl the other day. And as I was, I started thinking, everything that is made...no matter what it is...came from something natural. This computer I'm using, the glasses I wear, the chair I'm sitting in, and of course the rubber bowl I was looking at. It all came from something natural. Every single essence that helped form that bowl, started with something that came from the ground. So why, if it's always been there, were people not building computers and cars and rubber bowls thousands, heck millions of years ago?

Just something to chew on.
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