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Some states are getting their bar results back this week, I hate them. I have been able to keep the whole thing in the back of my mind for now, but today it just got oppressive. I think if I hear someone say “I am sure you passed” one more time I will slap them. I know they are being supportive; it is just so hard to listen to that because they have no clue what the test was like. Smart people fail too, so it isn’t outside of the realm of possibility I will fail. I can handle failing, I think, but when people keep saying they are sure I passed it makes me feel like I will disappoint them because they were so sure I passed. I think the best way to support me now is to tell me a studied hard and the worst that happens is I will take it again and that it isn’t a reason to be embarrassed.
Okay, I will talk about something happier. With all the waiting time has still flown by. I started back at work a few days after the bar and it has been going well, busy, but busy is good. I stole Abs good chair (ha!) and finally got a mouse with a middle button, yes, happiness is a scrolly mouse. Otherwise I have been hanging out with friends and spending time with my husband again. I had forgotten what a great guy he was, glad to find out again. I can’t believe how busy the social life is right now. I forget every year that this is the busy season for my particular group of friends. We have renn faires, pirate parties, various movies and more excuses to dress up. In fact we dressed up for Pirates of the Caribean 2 and Snakes on a Plane. Both movies involved drinking and various antics in the lobby where power hungry rent-a-cops berated us while theater employees, other security personnel and movie goers found our antics amusing. Chris also got to hear the sweetest words any husband can hear as I came home and said “you were right” in regards to how I should not have seen snakes on a plane as nightmares were easily foreseeable that night.
I have also discovered a wonderful web tool called Stumble. I have always had an issue with loving new websites but having no idea how to find them, this fixes that. I put in my interests and it takes me to random websites where I can rate up or down to refine what I get sent to later. I have discovered wonder role-playing tools and games, really neat internet radio sites and more pictures of kittens than you can imagine (and who doesn’t need more kitten pictures?) Right now I am exploring a neat site called Blog Musik.
Okay, I will talk about something happier. With all the waiting time has still flown by. I started back at work a few days after the bar and it has been going well, busy, but busy is good. I stole Abs good chair (ha!) and finally got a mouse with a middle button, yes, happiness is a scrolly mouse. Otherwise I have been hanging out with friends and spending time with my husband again. I had forgotten what a great guy he was, glad to find out again. I can’t believe how busy the social life is right now. I forget every year that this is the busy season for my particular group of friends. We have renn faires, pirate parties, various movies and more excuses to dress up. In fact we dressed up for Pirates of the Caribean 2 and Snakes on a Plane. Both movies involved drinking and various antics in the lobby where power hungry rent-a-cops berated us while theater employees, other security personnel and movie goers found our antics amusing. Chris also got to hear the sweetest words any husband can hear as I came home and said “you were right” in regards to how I should not have seen snakes on a plane as nightmares were easily foreseeable that night.
I have also discovered a wonderful web tool called Stumble. I have always had an issue with loving new websites but having no idea how to find them, this fixes that. I put in my interests and it takes me to random websites where I can rate up or down to refine what I get sent to later. I have discovered wonder role-playing tools and games, really neat internet radio sites and more pictures of kittens than you can imagine (and who doesn’t need more kitten pictures?) Right now I am exploring a neat site called Blog Musik.