Hey..
Long time..no write..or something like that. I've been busy..actually I haven't.. lol. I haven't been doing a whole lot, which is alright in some respects. I go back to working at Merrimack 4:30-9:30 Mon-Thurs tomorrow night until..the latest June 30th...but maybe not until then because of stuff and things that I need to figure out. Fun! Bah.. lol. Well..it's good cuz I'll actually have something to do away from this house, which I fear I might end up spending too much time in. But hopefully I'll get myself another job sometime in the near future because technically I'm not supposed to be working at Merrimack because I'm transferring to Salem State. But..shh..don't tell anyone. Now as I remember it..last year wasn't so bad working the night/evening shift and hopefully this year won't be so bad either. I dunno why..this fear of change is growing inside me. Actually I know why...because I fear change. Everything will be just fine when I get there..but the anticipation is killing me.
Tuesday, I believe, is my orientation of Salem State. I can only hope things go well. And I can only hope they accept my damn credits and all goes well, and I won't lose an entire year or anything.. I can only hope. Hopefully my schedule won't be shitty, but if it is..I will grin and bare it my first semester there..and hopefully the semester after that won't be so bad as I will presumably not be making my schedule after the entire school has already. lol.
My brother is moving out June 1st..which is cool for him and stuff. Cool for me too cuz..I'm moving my stuff into his bigger room and I'll get to reorganize all my stuff and I'll have more of the house to myself more often..which I tend to like. ...not that he's been around all that much since we moved out of school. But whatever..soon I won't be so crammed into my room.
Hopefully I'll start seeing people more soon..I know..if I actually wanna see people I should take the initiative.. But I have an awfully hard time taking any sort of initiative..so I sit around my house a lot. lol. That's alright..I know there are plans down the line..maybe we can make some more. If I hang out with myself too much..I may go crazy..lol. I'm just glad Joe is able to be around a good amount of the time (tho that time will be smaller as we both start working again..lol). Oh well..we'll definitely find time! And I'm glad he doesn't mind hanging out at 10 o'clock at night...when I will be getting in from work for now.
So hopefully everything will be alright..sometimes I just get scared that something is gunna get screwed up somehow. But as long as I keep on track and everything..well..nothing should get that screwed up. Well..onward and upward! ..I can only hope..lol.
Tuesday, I believe, is my orientation of Salem State. I can only hope things go well. And I can only hope they accept my damn credits and all goes well, and I won't lose an entire year or anything.. I can only hope. Hopefully my schedule won't be shitty, but if it is..I will grin and bare it my first semester there..and hopefully the semester after that won't be so bad as I will presumably not be making my schedule after the entire school has already. lol.
My brother is moving out June 1st..which is cool for him and stuff. Cool for me too cuz..I'm moving my stuff into his bigger room and I'll get to reorganize all my stuff and I'll have more of the house to myself more often..which I tend to like. ...not that he's been around all that much since we moved out of school. But whatever..soon I won't be so crammed into my room.
Hopefully I'll start seeing people more soon..I know..if I actually wanna see people I should take the initiative.. But I have an awfully hard time taking any sort of initiative..so I sit around my house a lot. lol. That's alright..I know there are plans down the line..maybe we can make some more. If I hang out with myself too much..I may go crazy..lol. I'm just glad Joe is able to be around a good amount of the time (tho that time will be smaller as we both start working again..lol). Oh well..we'll definitely find time! And I'm glad he doesn't mind hanging out at 10 o'clock at night...when I will be getting in from work for now.
So hopefully everything will be alright..sometimes I just get scared that something is gunna get screwed up somehow. But as long as I keep on track and everything..well..nothing should get that screwed up. Well..onward and upward! ..I can only hope..lol.