Jul 27, 2005 19:59
So heres my Socal update:
I love it here, but I miss Sacramento. I miss my family. I miss bruce. I didnt save up any money before moving so i'm always broke. The nightlife here is about 1000 times better than Sacramento. I currently live in Anaheim with Melinda. I love it, but I have to move soon. I might move to Newport Beach. There is a place for rent right on the beach and its a good deal. The jobs are better out there anyway. Ive been meeting a lot of cool people lately. Today I went to MAC to visit Melinda. We had lunch and talked about some things. She made me feel a lot better. I was having a really depressing day. Half of me wants to move back to Sac until school starts. And the other half of me wants to stay here because I hate Sacramento and the only thing there is my family. I need to start a new life and I cant do it there. But its so hard when i'm so close with my family. Im so lost right now.
I need to get ready to go out tonight. I was gonna stay home and chill, but I wanna go to Hollywood and see celebrities. Im such a dork. I get so star struck. One day I will run into Gwen....one day.
Leticia