truth
I have lots on my mind and i feel the need to write. instead of wasting paper and ink from my good pens, i figured i'd put some thoughts out here for you to read:
i trip out how life unfolds, and how everything happens for a reason...the greatest part of life is realizing when those reasons are presented to you and remembering which question at what part of your life that is in answer to. it seemed like tonite was full of misunderstandings, debate, and past lessons in my life in a lot of ways, and some reasons came to be. looking back at my life, from 5 years ago to 5 hours ago...and how things change in my mind, and in others. really letting yourself go sometimes by thinking, speaking and acting...just opening up! we all have our lives, some harder than others...but we all have our own battles. whether they be insecurities, not having an open mind or heart, racism, jealousy, anger, or simply not being able to think about life any other way than you've been taught, or what you teach yourself. i can't talk shit, cause i have my battles too, but i am amazed on how many people in this world dont "think outside the box" (for lack of better words)
whatever it may be; music, friends, relationships, family, love, money, jobs, clothes....LIFE. we all strive to be successful in one way or another...or all of thee above...but you need to keep an open mind of reality as well. some things just are not meant to be...and we need to let go. if it truly is something for you, GOD will put it right back in your hands, or head you in the right direction. its all up to us to be positive and happy with ourselves. if you breathe life, you get life...if you breathe death, you get just that.
i am not perfect. not even close...but i am always trying to understand life a little better. why this person is or was in my life and what i have learned from them? why do i love music and why does my life not make sense without it? why did a company i wanted so much to be a part of never understand me? the list goes on and on....these are questions that are answered with life.
i love my life all around. times have been hard, but here i am. and i have so far to go. if you have read this...take a moment and be thankful for being who you are & where you are. even if this is the hardest time of your life...it could be worse, and it will get better! you are an inspiration, and life is so precious.
breathe life...