A shit load of chocolate and cookies of different sorts later...
I see the love of my life on the bus. I've had a crush on this one guy for 12 years. Ever since grade 6 I have always loved this guy. We have been friends for that long. We see each other on the bus now and then or on the street or around campus. I still keep in touch with his brother who used to be one of my closets friends.
Either way I just wonder why I keep running into him. You guys don't understand. This boy is my dream man. My ideal man. He that type of man that makes up my ultimate fantasies. He is what I dream of ending up with.
Why haven't I asked this guy out yet you make ask. Well, I just can't bare myself to do it. He is too perfect. He is an Adonis to me. Another reason is that if I were to get my dream man that I would want the fantasy to be played out perfectly. I would want him to ask me out. I want to be swept off my feet. I'm tired of being the girl that makes the moves. I want to be, for lack of a better word, courted.
For now I will continue to dream.
I know this seems so childish to most of you but how else am I supposed to react to my crush since grade six.I am a lot more mature than this post makes me out to be. I'm just reliving my adolescents.
He better not be on lj or I will be so embarrassed. If he is than maybe that's a good thing.
Either way I just wonder why I keep running into him. You guys don't understand. This boy is my dream man. My ideal man. He that type of man that makes up my ultimate fantasies. He is what I dream of ending up with.
Why haven't I asked this guy out yet you make ask. Well, I just can't bare myself to do it. He is too perfect. He is an Adonis to me. Another reason is that if I were to get my dream man that I would want the fantasy to be played out perfectly. I would want him to ask me out. I want to be swept off my feet. I'm tired of being the girl that makes the moves. I want to be, for lack of a better word, courted.
For now I will continue to dream.
I know this seems so childish to most of you but how else am I supposed to react to my crush since grade six.I am a lot more mature than this post makes me out to be. I'm just reliving my adolescents.
He better not be on lj or I will be so embarrassed. If he is than maybe that's a good thing.