Quick Update
Had a meeting for our local gay and lesbian film festival (We're the oldest festival in the country apparently!! 25 years this year!), and I am now Vice-President (apparently) lol. So yeah, but it turned out great and hopefully it will be good. Lots of people showed up (NEW PEOPLE!!) and they have various experiences and the whole thing looks totally different after just one meeting, so we'll see...
Job: uncertain.
Current job: suddenly going really well, and I'm loving being with my child one on one--she's so amazing and a joy. Her therapists are giving me such praise for working with her and talking about how I need to get support now....
Problem: it's only 3 days a week. Rent will not be covered. Pretty big bad thing.
I interviewed for another job last night, and I....I just don't know.
Change is so hard, you know? The centre was closed, so I couldn't see the kids or staff in action. Just met the director and assistant director--who seem to be great people.
I've gotten a call back from Scholar's Choice--the educational toy and supply store (Part Time sales assistant). The one I went to in London ONT was so nice and laid out wonderfully and seemed to really focus on a more educational piece of it all. This one was cluttered, parents running everywhere "I NEED A GOLD WAND" and I only saw staff that are older there. Which is fine, but can be a difficult situation to work in.
So....I just don't know.
I mean, I know what I should do. I know what I probably will do, but I'm freaking scared out of my mind. I don't want to leave my current job. It TEARS me to pieces that I can't work with my girl anymore.
They're gonna make a decision by tomorrow. I need to be ready to accept the job (or not, but I'm fairly certain they loved me) by then, which means giving notice and just being confident in the change and omg this all just sucks ASS.
Job: uncertain.
Current job: suddenly going really well, and I'm loving being with my child one on one--she's so amazing and a joy. Her therapists are giving me such praise for working with her and talking about how I need to get support now....
Problem: it's only 3 days a week. Rent will not be covered. Pretty big bad thing.
I interviewed for another job last night, and I....I just don't know.
Change is so hard, you know? The centre was closed, so I couldn't see the kids or staff in action. Just met the director and assistant director--who seem to be great people.
I've gotten a call back from Scholar's Choice--the educational toy and supply store (Part Time sales assistant). The one I went to in London ONT was so nice and laid out wonderfully and seemed to really focus on a more educational piece of it all. This one was cluttered, parents running everywhere "I NEED A GOLD WAND" and I only saw staff that are older there. Which is fine, but can be a difficult situation to work in.
So....I just don't know.
I mean, I know what I should do. I know what I probably will do, but I'm freaking scared out of my mind. I don't want to leave my current job. It TEARS me to pieces that I can't work with my girl anymore.
They're gonna make a decision by tomorrow. I need to be ready to accept the job (or not, but I'm fairly certain they loved me) by then, which means giving notice and just being confident in the change and omg this all just sucks ASS.