lamey lamerton...
SO....AFter all the hullabaloo I have been dealing with this last quarter...now this...I thought seeing James would be great. And it WAS until... late in the evening when he tells me he has a girlfriend...CRASH!!!!!! (that was the "fun" atmosphere)So, I am angry again, as I am a complete fool and I have no one to blame but myself....Wouldn't it have been nice however to have known this before spending all afternoon and evening with him? Gee, I thought it was a date..I am an idiot.
I am thinking I should just loan my heart out to guys who want to stomp on it...$10/hour. Cool...yeah. So, not only have I lost a couple of friends this quarter, but the one person who I thought might actually be good for me has chosen to be far more intelligent than I, and NOT date me. Good choice, I suppose...much simpler in the long run....
....what the fuck is so wrong with me?
So, once again, I see other people happy and doing well...getting what they want even at the expense of many others...and I still cannot even go on an actual date without getting rejected...at least it happened before the sex. That is easier, I suppose...
My life bites, and I am seriously considering leaving behind the human rat race....wonder if Mars is inhabitable yet...
Oh! HAppy Late Albie DAy! Fun party, good people, and free food! yep, that was fun. And congrats to Lloyd's Prayer people. Tartuffe knows they are the favored child, so I will only say: good job to all!
Sorry, the inner bitch is coming out, and she is on a rampage.
I am thinking I should just loan my heart out to guys who want to stomp on it...$10/hour. Cool...yeah. So, not only have I lost a couple of friends this quarter, but the one person who I thought might actually be good for me has chosen to be far more intelligent than I, and NOT date me. Good choice, I suppose...much simpler in the long run....
....what the fuck is so wrong with me?
So, once again, I see other people happy and doing well...getting what they want even at the expense of many others...and I still cannot even go on an actual date without getting rejected...at least it happened before the sex. That is easier, I suppose...
My life bites, and I am seriously considering leaving behind the human rat race....wonder if Mars is inhabitable yet...
Oh! HAppy Late Albie DAy! Fun party, good people, and free food! yep, that was fun. And congrats to Lloyd's Prayer people. Tartuffe knows they are the favored child, so I will only say: good job to all!
Sorry, the inner bitch is coming out, and she is on a rampage.