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Hello world...
I am alive, still feel like my brain is fried a bit, but trying my best at live again.
Saturday 26th January I ... fell from the stairs in a restaurant.
How I fell, why I fell, I have no clue, it was weird, I was out for 10 seconds and had a hole in my head (blood was gushing everywhere ieeeeeeeeeee).
Ambulance etc was with us quickly, Rob was scared like hell, and I was really woozy...
They brought us to the hotel as it looked fine, I was scarped enough they told me, and Rob had to wake me every hour, in the morning we took the train home (2-3 hours) and I went to bed.
I really am sorry that the hotel bed had blood everywere...anyway, pardon.
Monday I stayed home, in the afternoon I almost went mad of a headache, but is went a bit better later, after 5 hours. In the night I went sick again, pucked a lot and kept getting up, in the mornng is went ok again, but suddenly round 12 my brain stoped working...
I tried to call Rob with my mobile, but I could not get it work for 10 minutes, I cryed like mad about the headache, Rob called the doctor, and the doctor came over to take a look ...
He was so not sure what was going on with me (I could not make sense, I tried to tell him stuff but it did not work) and he called an ambulance..
They took me to the Hospital, and tested a lot on my head, Rob came from his work to the hospital, and they wanted to keep me, as I made not much sense still, aldo I did my best and it went a wee better slowly.
They made a picture/scan of my head, and found blood inside, the pressure was making me silly.
I had a serious concussion, a hair break line inside my head was making me nuts..so I had to stay in the hospital till last Sunday, 3th of February.
BTW: I love every Nurse there! Thank you all so much for your good care, I am happy you did not think I was too nuts :P
They also found out that I have a super high bloodpresure, my heart bumps like mad, I have medication now, and need to come on check over two week again.....but it makes me frighten.
I am still not feeling like myself, I type at this moment, but it feels weird, I try to rest a lot, but I get weird from relaxing in bed, and when I shift a bit, my heart rates up like mad again : (
Also my left ear is busing like a mad object...hope that will be solved...
I do not know what has happened, I do not know how long this will take, I had to get out yesterday to get my medication, but I never ever been so scared to get out of the door...
I am scared....really...
I have to stay home for another week, maybe if I feel better (I so hope I will) I will try to work some hours a day.
I so need to get control again over myself. Bah. My head is wicked and talking is funny : (
...I really hope I will get better, and I LOVE Rob to bits
I am alive, still feel like my brain is fried a bit, but trying my best at live again.
Saturday 26th January I ... fell from the stairs in a restaurant.
How I fell, why I fell, I have no clue, it was weird, I was out for 10 seconds and had a hole in my head (blood was gushing everywhere ieeeeeeeeeee).
Ambulance etc was with us quickly, Rob was scared like hell, and I was really woozy...
They brought us to the hotel as it looked fine, I was scarped enough they told me, and Rob had to wake me every hour, in the morning we took the train home (2-3 hours) and I went to bed.
I really am sorry that the hotel bed had blood everywere...anyway, pardon.
Monday I stayed home, in the afternoon I almost went mad of a headache, but is went a bit better later, after 5 hours. In the night I went sick again, pucked a lot and kept getting up, in the mornng is went ok again, but suddenly round 12 my brain stoped working...
I tried to call Rob with my mobile, but I could not get it work for 10 minutes, I cryed like mad about the headache, Rob called the doctor, and the doctor came over to take a look ...
He was so not sure what was going on with me (I could not make sense, I tried to tell him stuff but it did not work) and he called an ambulance..
They took me to the Hospital, and tested a lot on my head, Rob came from his work to the hospital, and they wanted to keep me, as I made not much sense still, aldo I did my best and it went a wee better slowly.
They made a picture/scan of my head, and found blood inside, the pressure was making me silly.
I had a serious concussion, a hair break line inside my head was making me nuts..so I had to stay in the hospital till last Sunday, 3th of February.
BTW: I love every Nurse there! Thank you all so much for your good care, I am happy you did not think I was too nuts :P
They also found out that I have a super high bloodpresure, my heart bumps like mad, I have medication now, and need to come on check over two week again.....but it makes me frighten.
I am still not feeling like myself, I type at this moment, but it feels weird, I try to rest a lot, but I get weird from relaxing in bed, and when I shift a bit, my heart rates up like mad again : (
Also my left ear is busing like a mad object...hope that will be solved...
I do not know what has happened, I do not know how long this will take, I had to get out yesterday to get my medication, but I never ever been so scared to get out of the door...
I am scared....really...
I have to stay home for another week, maybe if I feel better (I so hope I will) I will try to work some hours a day.
I so need to get control again over myself. Bah. My head is wicked and talking is funny : (
...I really hope I will get better, and I LOVE Rob to bits