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I Can't Sleep..
I need more in my life.
I love Chris but he is boring me to death. I swear if he spends one more night on this damn computer..eegghh. he wont help clean, cook. & if he wathes Xavier while I do something around here Xavier ends up crawling after me. I had to call Chris into the kitchen like 5 times tonight to grab him while I was doing dishes.
& the simple fact that I've been having dream of guys from my past. (2 to be exact)
I loved those 2 very much in seperate times in my life. & neither of them could have given me security like Chris does. Don't get me wrong I love my husband very much. I just need that fire, passion.
Xavier however is the light of my life. I couldn't imagine him not here. How did I ever be before he was here!
I love the way he gives me kisses (ok even thou i end up with slobber up my nose..ohh the joys of mommyhood) He is such a hoot. when we are playing he'll crawl around the chair in the living room & I'll hide & run around and scream peek a boo & he'll bust in fits of giggles.
Why exactly did I end up with the most wonderful little guy ever? How did I get so lucky?
ok I am going to bed.
I need more in my life.
I love Chris but he is boring me to death. I swear if he spends one more night on this damn computer..eegghh. he wont help clean, cook. & if he wathes Xavier while I do something around here Xavier ends up crawling after me. I had to call Chris into the kitchen like 5 times tonight to grab him while I was doing dishes.
& the simple fact that I've been having dream of guys from my past. (2 to be exact)
I loved those 2 very much in seperate times in my life. & neither of them could have given me security like Chris does. Don't get me wrong I love my husband very much. I just need that fire, passion.
Xavier however is the light of my life. I couldn't imagine him not here. How did I ever be before he was here!
I love the way he gives me kisses (ok even thou i end up with slobber up my nose..ohh the joys of mommyhood) He is such a hoot. when we are playing he'll crawl around the chair in the living room & I'll hide & run around and scream peek a boo & he'll bust in fits of giggles.
Why exactly did I end up with the most wonderful little guy ever? How did I get so lucky?
ok I am going to bed.