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[gwen_s]

I've having another one of those headaches again. The kind I was supposed to tell Gavin about so he could take care of me

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[rivers_c]

I'm sorry I wasn't around Gwen.

[gwen_s]

It's okay.

[rivers_c]

I am here now, if that counts for something.

You know you can always depend on me to listen when you need an ear, and again, if you need me to lock up my latest entry you didn't read anyway because of the comments section that you're not reading because it's part of my entries you don't read, I will.

No, no bitterness.

[gwen_s]

It just makes me happy that you still talk to me at all.

I always read your journal. And I don't comment because I'm afraid of sounding like a twat. That's the honest truth.

[rivers_c]

I just take a lot of value in your words and your opinion, far more than I should.

You could never sound like a twat to me. Besides, according to someone that will go unnamed, I am the twat here. ;)

[gwen_s]

Ouch. I deserved that.

Why do you think I use that word? I just never use it on anyone but myself.

[rivers_c]

I didn't mean that in a bad way at all. See the thumb? The thumb is good! I just mean you're married and I shouldn't value you as much as I do, but it can't be helped.

..What does that mean? I can't decide if you meant that in a good way, or a negative way, at me? Like, my husband, whom you're not, uses it a lot so I do- or if you meant he calls you it a lot, so you're used to it.

I'm lost. Perhaps reading too much into this.

[gwen_s]

Oh, god... see? I just made an ass out of myself. And here you were just being kind to me.

But we both took things the wrong way. I meant I never used the word twat before I met Gavin. Mostly because I'd never heard anyone use it before. And, no, he's never called me a twat.

I'm using the thumb, too. Because I didn't mean anything negative by it at all.

[rivers_c]

I could say something really weird here but I won't. I have to go, anyway.