nearly crying yet again.....
from viewing yet another comment from him to another girl inviting her somewhere I am not invited to....how pleasant. I am not trying to be negative but at the same time I feel so hurt because everyone is going to something I can't go to because i hate the type of food but it would have been nice to at least feel like I was invited...but no...i dont play D&D and I'm not an ugly geeky girl that walks like a t-rex....excuse the hell out of me...I feel so freaking terrible I don't even want to be here when he gets home because I know it's just going to end bad if I say anything. Anything at all and there will be a fight because he can't change his stupid ways...I can change my whole life to fit him in yet he can't change an itsy bitsy thing like not associating with ugly chicks that adore him....I guess it's an ego boost or whatever or maybe I'm just losing my touch on him...old news yet again...I'm in a panic. I need help I guess. Is it wrong for me to be upset because my boyfriend is inviting other chicks to dinner with a bunch of his geek friends and not me? If so than I apologize for this entire entry in advance.....bye