serendipitious failure?
I think at times that I am prone to failure and I just always want to end things. I mean, I really hate my job and I think it is causing me emotional damage just because the people there suck most of the time. I almost quit today....again, lol. I've almost quit like 90 times before that too. I just can't take things. I always fail at things before I even give myself a chance or I just fear failure and don't even try because I don't want to fail, period. My friend is suposedly quiting today and sadly i don't even have her phone number to call and hang out with her which makes me sad. Hopfully she'll stay for one or so more days so I can remember to ask her for that. My man got me FERRERO ROCHER CHOCOLATES for an early Christmas present and I already ate 2 *cries* SO FATTENING BUT SO DAMN DELICIOUS!!!! Well I got some things for stocking stuffers today but not enough. I need to go christmas shopping soon!! I have Friday off so hopfully I can do that or just take the bus to the mall and have someone pick me up from there which would be cool. I just need stocking stuffers and a few small things to give to people. I still have to get Mike something and I have no idea what it'll be :(. Well Ima go now, see ya