Jul 10, 2009 23:06
This is something I am trying to understand and change, but one of two things is happening. I either don't understand or I am incapable of changing anything. Which is worse? One way or another I firmly stand by my decision. I've shut that part down and to be honest things feel so much better that way.
Bradford told me yesterday that when I am super busy and stressed or preoccupied, that I shut down emotionally and go into work mode. He thought I was mad at him for days because I wasn't emotionally attentive to him or anyone else apparently. I am sure he was right. It makes sense. I don't know what to say about that.