Blackest of blues
Well it's been a little while since I've updated.
My life feels somewhat empty again, all I really have is work, gym and friends.
I've tried to save money, and I was going well until I got shafted two weeks in a row by direct debits that weren't supposed to come out, leaving my account in the negative with $80 in overdrawn fees. Lame.
My love and sex lives are both dead, still.
Work is getting irritating, not the work as such but I am getting treated a bit like a secretary sometimes, and a bit like a lackey.
Home life is OK. I guess. I think I'm getting depressed again, since I can't seem to find joy in anything, or motivation to do anything.
I am trying to avoid the drama, and as such I've not been drinking.
And some of my friends seem to have forgotten I exist, since I don't get invited anywhere.
I'm feeling really down on myself today but yeah, that's my story.
My life feels somewhat empty again, all I really have is work, gym and friends.
I've tried to save money, and I was going well until I got shafted two weeks in a row by direct debits that weren't supposed to come out, leaving my account in the negative with $80 in overdrawn fees. Lame.
My love and sex lives are both dead, still.
Work is getting irritating, not the work as such but I am getting treated a bit like a secretary sometimes, and a bit like a lackey.
Home life is OK. I guess. I think I'm getting depressed again, since I can't seem to find joy in anything, or motivation to do anything.
I am trying to avoid the drama, and as such I've not been drinking.
And some of my friends seem to have forgotten I exist, since I don't get invited anywhere.
I'm feeling really down on myself today but yeah, that's my story.