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"Why then, when I have it so good, am I so damn depressed?
Maybe I'm spoiled.
Regardless, this will go away eventually. Yeah. Eventually.
Damn I'm lonely.
I want to quit my job, quit life, quit everything. Just for a while. Like a week or so."
That pretty much sums up how I feel most of the time, but right now in particular. It's a little disconcerting to come across that on another's LJ.
I'm headed to Breakforth Canada tomorrow, hopefully that will bring me up again for a while. Thousands of people, glorious crowds, whee. And of course I'm sick as a dog. Maybe I'll fall asleep during the speakers this year, too. I'll be back around Wednesday.
I had a nice little moral discussion here, but LJ had an intestinal expulsion and it died. Maybe I'll be inspired some other night. If I don't forget the event altogether by then, that is.
In case my recent behaviour wasn't a clue, I've been rather depressed for the past week or so. 'S all good. In a while I'll be chipper again, and that might even last for a few days this time!
And my mind is sitting on the sidelines snorting derisively, "Aww, muffin! Suck it up, princess." My brain hates me. It's so awesome.
"If there's anything more important than my ego around, I want it caught and shot now." - Zaphod
< Fo_Shizzle> i have bad experience with elves
< Fo_Shizzle> *experiences
* Hildi loves the Elves :(
< Depressed_Angel> (how have you had an bad experienve[s])
< Fo_Shizzle> because everytime i come in here and there is an "elf" they lawyas talk down to me
< Fo_Shizzle> *always
< Hildi> o.O
< Fo_Shizzle> i think it's rude, considering i don't say anything to them
< Ancalagon> typical elves for ya
< Hildi> no they dont Fo
* Elured coughs
< Fo_Shizzle> yes they do
< Ancalagon> eat em all I say
< Ancalagon> one huge barbecue!
* Hildi baps Anc wiith a Bap :P
< Fo_Shizzle> everytime i come in here during the day there's always like a group of elves and they gang up on me
< Ancalagon> and spare ribs for all!
< Elured> Aww, and here I thought I was loved.
< Depressed_Angel> (I do not do that to you Fo_Shizzle and you know it! did you forget that I am also Elven_Grace?!!!)
< Fo_Shizzle> i never said i was talking about you EG
< Hildi> you are Elured ;)
< Depressed_Angel> (*is so offended*)
< Elured> I know precisely who you are talking about, Fo.
< Fo_Shizzle> yay!! *huggles Elurud muchly*
< Elured> I happen to be related to one of them. >.>
< Fo_Shizzle> i get the feeling you're the only one
* Elured is huggled?
< Fo_Shizzle> uh huh :P
< Fo_Shizzle> most the time they feel the need to be sarcastic to me when i'm talking to someone other than them
< Fo_Shizzle> i wouldn't have a problem with elves if i didn't have bad experiences with them
Maybe I'm spoiled.
Regardless, this will go away eventually. Yeah. Eventually.
Damn I'm lonely.
I want to quit my job, quit life, quit everything. Just for a while. Like a week or so."
That pretty much sums up how I feel most of the time, but right now in particular. It's a little disconcerting to come across that on another's LJ.
I'm headed to Breakforth Canada tomorrow, hopefully that will bring me up again for a while. Thousands of people, glorious crowds, whee. And of course I'm sick as a dog. Maybe I'll fall asleep during the speakers this year, too. I'll be back around Wednesday.
I had a nice little moral discussion here, but LJ had an intestinal expulsion and it died. Maybe I'll be inspired some other night. If I don't forget the event altogether by then, that is.
In case my recent behaviour wasn't a clue, I've been rather depressed for the past week or so. 'S all good. In a while I'll be chipper again, and that might even last for a few days this time!
And my mind is sitting on the sidelines snorting derisively, "Aww, muffin! Suck it up, princess." My brain hates me. It's so awesome.
"If there's anything more important than my ego around, I want it caught and shot now." - Zaphod
< Fo_Shizzle> i have bad experience with elves
< Fo_Shizzle> *experiences
* Hildi loves the Elves :(
< Depressed_Angel> (how have you had an bad experienve[s])
< Fo_Shizzle> because everytime i come in here and there is an "elf" they lawyas talk down to me
< Fo_Shizzle> *always
< Hildi> o.O
< Fo_Shizzle> i think it's rude, considering i don't say anything to them
< Ancalagon> typical elves for ya
< Hildi> no they dont Fo
* Elured coughs
< Fo_Shizzle> yes they do
< Ancalagon> eat em all I say
< Ancalagon> one huge barbecue!
* Hildi baps Anc wiith a Bap :P
< Fo_Shizzle> everytime i come in here during the day there's always like a group of elves and they gang up on me
< Ancalagon> and spare ribs for all!
< Elured> Aww, and here I thought I was loved.
< Depressed_Angel> (I do not do that to you Fo_Shizzle and you know it! did you forget that I am also Elven_Grace?!!!)
< Fo_Shizzle> i never said i was talking about you EG
< Hildi> you are Elured ;)
< Depressed_Angel> (*is so offended*)
< Elured> I know precisely who you are talking about, Fo.
< Fo_Shizzle> yay!! *huggles Elurud muchly*
< Elured> I happen to be related to one of them. >.>
< Fo_Shizzle> i get the feeling you're the only one
* Elured is huggled?
< Fo_Shizzle> uh huh :P
< Fo_Shizzle> most the time they feel the need to be sarcastic to me when i'm talking to someone other than them
< Fo_Shizzle> i wouldn't have a problem with elves if i didn't have bad experiences with them