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It was one of the best weekends of my life.
But now I am suffering the consequences. Things will work out, but how, and when...I don't know. All I know is that I believe I have found something that I have never had before. I don't intend to give it up easily, if at all.
It will be difficult but I am determined.
If a man can make me feel like Kristian did, and act in a way entirely uncharacteristic for me, then he is a keeper. We have discussed stuff with him, things from where we would live, what we would do, etc. Mainly the problem lies in him not being an EU national, and obviously it works both ways, I would not get a living permit to Croatia either. Not to mention all the shit about supposing to go on with my studies, etc.
And what of my pride and having once said "I would never move for any man."?
To be honest? I don't give a shit about my pride.
And that is the first and hopefully last you will ever hear me saying that.
Drinks with Adam today, thank god. I can distract myself. Sort of. It will be over a month until I get to Zagreb, if I get a holiday at all! Or money.
But now I am suffering the consequences. Things will work out, but how, and when...I don't know. All I know is that I believe I have found something that I have never had before. I don't intend to give it up easily, if at all.
It will be difficult but I am determined.
If a man can make me feel like Kristian did, and act in a way entirely uncharacteristic for me, then he is a keeper. We have discussed stuff with him, things from where we would live, what we would do, etc. Mainly the problem lies in him not being an EU national, and obviously it works both ways, I would not get a living permit to Croatia either. Not to mention all the shit about supposing to go on with my studies, etc.
And what of my pride and having once said "I would never move for any man."?
To be honest? I don't give a shit about my pride.
And that is the first and hopefully last you will ever hear me saying that.
Drinks with Adam today, thank god. I can distract myself. Sort of. It will be over a month until I get to Zagreb, if I get a holiday at all! Or money.