Holiday time sucks for me
Holidays are a joyous time of the year...who ever said that was full of it. I'm happy for the people who are living up this time of year, but it's been nothing but crap for me. And it's not even the fact that I don't celebrate any of the commercial holidays...nope, things are craptacular on their own. The few friends that I can share this time of year with, without making them feel uncomforatable have bailed on me because I can't do something for them. I can't go to work because my boss is an buttmunch. My dad is obsessed with football and bbqing, and my mom has her friends that she talks with 24/7. Which leaves me here, on my computer, which normally wouldn't be a bad thing b/c I can talk to my friends on AIM right? WRONG, everyone's gone, which is understandable, but sucks for me. To be perfectly honest, i'd rather be in school right now, b/c at least I'd have something to do. But no, my whole vacation has been, wake up, take dad to work, watch tv, do w/e mom needs to do, pick dad up, fight with him on what to watch on tv, shower, sleep. What an exciting break. This is my senior year in high school, and I have no fun memories to remember it by. The only thing I do is go to the Fox shoots...that's ALL I DO. I have no life, and have no hope in finding one. I really hope next year will be different, I truely truely do. Enough whining, I'm out