positivo
OK, i did it again. I erased the entries b/c I'm at yet another turning point, but this should be the last time. You build a better future by learning from the past, so I'm going to take my past entries, see where the error in my thought processes are, and try to fix them accordingly. Anywho, I'm going to try and be a much more positive Dee for now on. (lol, "much more positive, idk if that works or not, but I guess it will for this entry)
wow, being positive is a lot easier said than done. Wade and I had a really long talk today about our lives and i realized how badly I look at mines. I don't want things to be like that though. When I'm 30...that is if I make it that far, I don't want to tell people my teenage years were an absolute hell. So, I'm going to work on that...I really am. So Wade and I found out we have so much in common, which is really strange considering how different we both seem. It's weird, someone will come in, and we'll look at each other and know we're thinking the exact same thing, so we have to turn away from each other b/c otherwise we'll start busting out laughing. I've never met anyone that can match my wit and sarcasm until I met Wade...it's really nice. And what's even nicer is the fact that we both have had and continue to have some really screwed up stuff going on. I honestly believe Wade and the mad discounts are the only reason I haven't quit that job...management there is POO!!!
Oh yeah, one of my cousins started working there too...with his ol' retarded self. I just get mad everytime I see him, and what makes it so bad is that it's not his fault. His little brothers...OMG, the thought of them breathing the same air as me is extremely disturbing. They are TERRIBLE, like mini clones of the devil or something. And that's the nicest thing I can say about them, they're that bad...grr.
Ok, lets see...I'm really happy b/c I found an old pic of Micah, Ohmar, Ira, and Ivery. They looked too adorable. I'd put the pic in here but I have no clue of how to, so if you wanna see the infamous Ivery I'll show u at school b/c it's on my phone.
Looks like we'll be making the trip to Boynton Beach Wednesday, and if we don't kill each other there we'll on to O-town. I got a real bad feeling about this, but oh well, we'll see. I guess now I'm at the point where I'm reaching for things to talk about so that's a hint to stop. much luv to all
..::I'm positive wit mines::..
wow, being positive is a lot easier said than done. Wade and I had a really long talk today about our lives and i realized how badly I look at mines. I don't want things to be like that though. When I'm 30...that is if I make it that far, I don't want to tell people my teenage years were an absolute hell. So, I'm going to work on that...I really am. So Wade and I found out we have so much in common, which is really strange considering how different we both seem. It's weird, someone will come in, and we'll look at each other and know we're thinking the exact same thing, so we have to turn away from each other b/c otherwise we'll start busting out laughing. I've never met anyone that can match my wit and sarcasm until I met Wade...it's really nice. And what's even nicer is the fact that we both have had and continue to have some really screwed up stuff going on. I honestly believe Wade and the mad discounts are the only reason I haven't quit that job...management there is POO!!!
Oh yeah, one of my cousins started working there too...with his ol' retarded self. I just get mad everytime I see him, and what makes it so bad is that it's not his fault. His little brothers...OMG, the thought of them breathing the same air as me is extremely disturbing. They are TERRIBLE, like mini clones of the devil or something. And that's the nicest thing I can say about them, they're that bad...grr.
Ok, lets see...I'm really happy b/c I found an old pic of Micah, Ohmar, Ira, and Ivery. They looked too adorable. I'd put the pic in here but I have no clue of how to, so if you wanna see the infamous Ivery I'll show u at school b/c it's on my phone.
Looks like we'll be making the trip to Boynton Beach Wednesday, and if we don't kill each other there we'll on to O-town. I got a real bad feeling about this, but oh well, we'll see. I guess now I'm at the point where I'm reaching for things to talk about so that's a hint to stop. much luv to all
..::I'm positive wit mines::..