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Life always seems to have weird twists and turns and you don't always know which way those turns are going. For some reason, this really scares the poop out of me yet, there's no way to really stop it either. It's scarry where in the hell life is going sometimes ... I mean, 2 years ago I was posting about this awesome guy i met and now, I'm engaged and gonna be married in a year. I'll be done with school in August which also scared the poop out of me. I mean, for the last 19 years of my life, school has been all I've ever known and now it's about to end ... the only question i'd have is, "what's next?". That I do not know. It's like a nervous waiting game determing if I'm going to be a lifer at the LC or if I'll actually get out there and have a career or something to pay decent. The LC has been so comforting .. something I've know since I was 17. Guess it's about time to step out of the box huh?
Well, I must get going and drive on through this monotomous life of struggle ..
Well, I must get going and drive on through this monotomous life of struggle ..