update for everyone
Grandma went into the hospital last night.. I got a call from mom while i was watching tv tonight. Mom had gone up to grandma's house last night to help her out with the bathroom (going to the bathroom...).. she couldn't pee.. so mom ended up taking her to the hospital last night and they catherized her and still didn't get a lot of pee out.. so she is still there.. and from what mom has said, her kidney is failing.. mom didn't come out and say it but i had a feeling she was trying to not make me cry.. you all know how emotional i can be when it comes to my grandma.. she also had blood in her stool which means that she's bleeding somewhere. so things aren't going great on the family aspect of life...
Good news.. with all bad news.. there's some good to be found.. I found out that i had a paycheck awaiting me to pick it up. I also got everything set so i can actually make some money this semester.. so there is some good in what went on today..
My relationship life.. almost non-existant right now and i'm fine with that.. i've got enough going on right now that I'm not even going to worry about someone making up their mind.. I'm gonna deal with family first and then if something happens, then it does.. if nothing does, then it's fine. Right now.. i'm more concerned about my grandma than anything else right now.. but i'm doing better now.. i can type without crying and that helps.. i think i'm starting to get past the shock part and into the whole, things will be better for her stage... now.. i've tried to organize this as best as i could but i don't really know how well organized it is.. sorry if i'm all over the place.. but i'm allowed to be that way right now.. deal with it :-p I am done typing i think.. as i know more and get a chance, i'll update this so you all know what's going on.. please pray for the family.. we're gonna need it i'm afraid.. and i knew something was going to happen this semester.. just didn't know what..
Good news.. with all bad news.. there's some good to be found.. I found out that i had a paycheck awaiting me to pick it up. I also got everything set so i can actually make some money this semester.. so there is some good in what went on today..
My relationship life.. almost non-existant right now and i'm fine with that.. i've got enough going on right now that I'm not even going to worry about someone making up their mind.. I'm gonna deal with family first and then if something happens, then it does.. if nothing does, then it's fine. Right now.. i'm more concerned about my grandma than anything else right now.. but i'm doing better now.. i can type without crying and that helps.. i think i'm starting to get past the shock part and into the whole, things will be better for her stage... now.. i've tried to organize this as best as i could but i don't really know how well organized it is.. sorry if i'm all over the place.. but i'm allowed to be that way right now.. deal with it :-p I am done typing i think.. as i know more and get a chance, i'll update this so you all know what's going on.. please pray for the family.. we're gonna need it i'm afraid.. and i knew something was going to happen this semester.. just didn't know what..