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*ah-choo!*
i had a lot of fun today.
Jess and I went out to Max & Ermas, went to the mall to do some shopping and then saw "She's the Man" (which was a cute movie, as most teenager-happyending movies are)
We had a lot of laughs and lots of girl talk.
it was nice.
we talked a lot about boys, because... well, we're girls and that's what comes up :P
I've driven around a lot this weekend by myself, here and there, which is always a good time for reflection.
and I'm really not sure what to do now.
It's not like I need to find the man of my dreams right now, nor do I expect to do so.
In fact, I'd almost rather not find him right now.
My life's a mess in all senses of the term and to bring a guy into the middle of it wouldn't be fair to him or myself.
I don't know where I'm going in life or what I want to do, really.
Everytime someone asks me what I'm going to be 'when I grow up,' I never know what to say because I honestly don't know.
When I graduate from GV, where am I going?
It's been my lifelong dream to live in a big city and work for kids, this much is true.
But where?
The border?
I'd love it there and I'd get to use my spanish.
New York?
Remember when this was my dream?
Chicago?
Is Moody really where I'm supposed to go?
Grand Rapids?
stay here? are you kidding? heck no.
or am I running from the call... like Jonah?
and what do I want to do?
youth ministry?
teacher?
spanish translator?
housewife?
DJ groupie?
bum?
a lot of reflection is going on so brace yourselves, it's gonna be a bumpy ride.
i had a lot of fun today.
Jess and I went out to Max & Ermas, went to the mall to do some shopping and then saw "She's the Man" (which was a cute movie, as most teenager-happyending movies are)
We had a lot of laughs and lots of girl talk.
it was nice.
we talked a lot about boys, because... well, we're girls and that's what comes up :P
I've driven around a lot this weekend by myself, here and there, which is always a good time for reflection.
and I'm really not sure what to do now.
It's not like I need to find the man of my dreams right now, nor do I expect to do so.
In fact, I'd almost rather not find him right now.
My life's a mess in all senses of the term and to bring a guy into the middle of it wouldn't be fair to him or myself.
I don't know where I'm going in life or what I want to do, really.
Everytime someone asks me what I'm going to be 'when I grow up,' I never know what to say because I honestly don't know.
When I graduate from GV, where am I going?
It's been my lifelong dream to live in a big city and work for kids, this much is true.
But where?
The border?
I'd love it there and I'd get to use my spanish.
New York?
Remember when this was my dream?
Chicago?
Is Moody really where I'm supposed to go?
Grand Rapids?
stay here? are you kidding? heck no.
or am I running from the call... like Jonah?
and what do I want to do?
youth ministry?
teacher?
spanish translator?
housewife?
DJ groupie?
bum?
a lot of reflection is going on so brace yourselves, it's gonna be a bumpy ride.