respect... do you have it?
Something i never thought possible, I'm writing in this fucking thing again, i hate this thing but it would seam the only way to say all this to everyone at once. if you think this is coward's i fucking dare you to bring this up to my face. i'm tired of the little shit, Disrespect from the ones closer to me than my own family. a joke would have been funny, but the fact that you people paid him to disrespect me says a lot. i expected more. i did not think it was funny when it was done to others in a drunken stupor, why the fuck would i think it was funny if it was done to me for money. and for $20. its kinda just pitafull... i would have paid you $50 TO SIT DOWN AND DRINK YOUR FUCKING BEER. i don't fucking care what you say NO amount of money would ever cause me to disrespect one of you. the fact that no one gave a shit weather or not i was driving home drunk was the fucking icing. i thought we were friends, did i miss a payment. maybe thats a little harsh on my part but how would you feel to know your friends could be bought at any time to disrespect you. i know about people stealing from me, using me, but now i actually have to wonder do any of you have respect for me. now im sure there were those that protested but the fact remained it was still done. so from a hypocritical stand point your words did not mean shit. mine did not when it was my turn to say something. so i guess we know where the respect is. prove me wrong i fucking dare you.