Second summer of suck

[guz_guz]

Finally I get to use this picture... I think this is the first time I used it?
Well... only because now it's so perfect...

Everything is so boring :/ I don't know I how I got past last summer.

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[rainingnonsense]

you went out? O: where? with who? *nosy* *shot*

i never go out during the summer either. D:

awwww. D: i... don't really know how to help though, i'm sorry. :( don't regret having a good time?

[guz_guz]

I went to some cafe. Victoria called me suddenly (I missed it by two hours because I was BAKING A CAKE) and invited me to go to some cafe near Pacific Mall/Market Village. Because they were leaving for Japan soon, and Sherry hasn't has a birthday celebration or anything. Celine and Zara were also there...

I don't regret it... do it? I enjoyed it... but there's another part of me that can't get used to the transition back to solitude. Not like dissociative identity disorder though. Well I don't know. I'm thinking, passion and emotion vs. reason... but it's not all that simple is it...

I don't know. Thank though, I just need someone to hear me out. xD

Oh, I got rejected for stormyteam again :B what am I doing wrong...?

[rainingnonsense]

you were baking a cake? XD that's interesting. i've always wanted to bake a cake but we never have the stuff at home because... no one bakes. :\ that sounds like it was fun, though! i heard sherry was excited because she wanted ticket to see KAT-TUN....

D: life is never simple, really... isn't that what oscar wilde said? the pure and simple truth is rarely pure and never simple? idk.

i'm not sure. D: i used to think it was because you don't have that many comments posted (not enough comments makes them think you're a leecher), but you have an awful lot. i don't really know. :(

[guz_guz]

It's a cake mix :/ you just add eggs, water, and oil. and heat.
Is she really going for that? Oh, one of the gifts she got was a magazine called "Mojo" (?) and there was half-naked HSJ on the cover xD there was also stuff in it about Mr. Brain, Gokusen (there's a movie?), and this one lyric book? it has quite a bit of stuff in there

http://i98.photobucket.com/albums/l264/guzguz9/7a954352277731290cf3e384.jpg

I don't know, I've never really looked at a magazine before so... xD

I don't know anything about Oscar Wilde... except for Dorian Gray :B

Meh...

[rainingnonsense]

my parents don't buy cake mix. they're just like, 'you'll never eat it anyway'. :\

idk, that's what she told me towards the end of the year... LOL myojo. XD i don't read that one. some magazines are pretty much dedicated to JE, like myojo and popolo. duet and potato do a lot of JE to. /ramble

i read tons of magazines. that's why my reading skills have plumetted.

D:

[guz_guz]

do you want some cake mix? xD I could arrange something...

what does ramble mean D: I hear it everywhere but I don't know how other people use it so I don't think the dictionary helps all the time...

Plummeted...? I thought the more you use it the more it develops?.....ehh.

[guz_guz]

seriously though, do you want some?

[rainingnonsense]

LOL no it's okay XDD my parents wouldn't dare to try it... probably think its poisonous :P thanks for hte offer though XD

ramble? it's like... to go on and on and on about something, usually without making a direct point. ish. erm, i'm bad at definitions. D:

reading magazines while i could have been reading books kind of killed my brain cells, considering i wasn't actually READING them. it was more like i was staring at the shiny pictures. D: epic fail

(i'm late because i could have sworn i replied but... i didn't o___o sorry!)

[guz_guz]

cake mix poisonous WHAT..... seriously?
ahh, I was just wondering how you use ramble. because I saw fandom being used three different ways and it never made sense to me how to use it...

Whenever I read books I get really confused. Have you heard of Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead?

it's okay, I do it all the time D:

[rainingnonsense]

LOL not the cake mix... just the way i cook it :P

it can be used three ways lol really? o___o i never knew that

erm, no, sorry. D: i haven't really been interested in any books these days... especially fiction... i've been looking around for more books on hikikomori but there don't seem to be any (me = nerd D: ) what's that book about? O:

XD

[guz_guz]

Ohh... I've made a lot of errors a lot. Like i forgot to put another egg, so it was dry, and only when I was putting the second batch i realized. So the first batch was dry and the next two were wet. D:

I don't know if it CAN be used three different ways... I've just seen three different usages D:

I put it on hold at the library >.> it's about two minor characters from Hamlet and some uhh... absurd musings and I don't know what. It was on a whim >.>

[rainingnonsense]

i think i did that when i tried to make pancakes as a kid. D: mm, pancakes.

O: really? example please? OO:

hamlet... so is it like the author's opinion on some minor characters, or a side story, or something? O: i haven't been to the library in ages lol... but i always feel intimidated when i go in there because i never know where to start and i don't want to ask the librarian. D: but maybe i should...

[guz_guz]

...you know what that reminds me of? o.o you told me about a drama during school, about some poor people who want to buy like pancake mix or something. I don't remember anything else about it.

uhhh... maybe I was exaggerating... but I have seen different uses xD "This fandom is awesome :D" refers here to the fans? because they know the name of one song in the background for this one episode of a program...

the author I guess just uses two minor characters and inserts a bunch of meaningless conversations about life and philosophical stuff that doesn't matter. >.>