I could stand here with my arms open
I could spend the rest of my life looking, and waiting
but would anyone ever see?
I've spent seventeen years of my life
trying to find out who I was.
now I know.
I am kind to everyone, because everyone has a story
some let it show. Others you have to dig deep into to find. Some you may never understand.
Some you may lose, and some you may forget....some you may even let go.
Everyone is grieving over something, some just need to be shown how to live again.
I am caring for all those that surround me, because there are so many who are less fortunate than I.
I have been blessed with kind people and a nice family that surround me. But not everyone is.
and so may people just need a hand to hold and a kind voice to be there when no one else is.
I am happy because I wish to share my joy and my peace with others. I can only pray that they may find the same happiness within themselves that I have found. I would give anything for the happiness of those that surround me. and I mean absolutely anything.
I am so far from worthless.
I am beautiful in absolutely every aspect, because there are so many people in this world that aren't.
you could search through the entire world...the entire universe, and you would never find any one person like me. I am not perfect. I never will be, I will never try to be. Why would anyone want that?
I'm real. not fake. I know who I am, and i will never try to be anyone else. ever.
I am amazing. and anyone who can't see that isn't worth my tears.
I have hope. I wont let that go.
Perhaps one day I will be loved by someone who sees me for who I am.
Someone who is like me.
someone who wont use me, who wont destroy me, who wont shatter all that I am.
He lost me.
And now I can see him for all he ever was.
which was nothing.
he still spends his life searching for everything we had.
but he'll never be able to find it.
and he'll never be able to have it back.
when I said "this is your last chance, your never getting me back if you let me go"
I meant it.
& i always will.
"this time, I wont try to reach you, you're already too far gone
slipped past and I didn't notice
and did we ever sing the same song?"