as time will only tell
Well i been doing a lot of thinking lately (and know it doesnt hurt my brain) I really have been thinking of my girl and me and how much i love her but how little i get to see her, and how i can fix this problem. I dunno is still thinking on it i am really thinking of moveign on up there when i get some bills taken care of first. It will be one of the biggest if not the biggest decision in my life. I realy do love this girl and i know that its hard for us with the distance. We do ok with it know but i realy want our relationship to move on and i feel that if we were together alot more it will move on. I know that there is also a big risk in alot of stuff going wrong, also but there is risk in everything and i find that if you live life being save and secure then you realy dont live life at all. I have a very good feeling about this girl she is very determined and knows were she wants to go and if i want to be with her i need to go with her, and hang in there with her and make our relationship one to remember. Then i have on the other hand a dilemma I have also been thinking of moving from were i live, to Indiana to go to USI(university of southern Indiania) to get my life taken care of and straight, but i realy dont want to loose the love of my life, she is all i got and all i want. She can make the sunshine in the cloudiest of days. Im sure her mother would love to hear that i am moveing away for her mom hates me b/c i dont have money. I guess her mom isnt focused on the facts that her daughter is happy and money isnt everything, but i dunno if her mom wants to hate me then hate me it gets to me but im still with your daughter and its great.(AND THE LOVEMAKEING IS AMAZING)
I really want my life to work out and i really want it to work out with her. Even tho her mom and, a lot of her friends tell her that she should date someone else, and that really gets on my nerves but what can you do. It sucks when her mom is telling her ever time that talk that she needs to date someone else. Well i have to say it Mom stop trying to run your daughters life, i think her mom is trying to live her life threw her daughter, and its realy sad. Well sorry that this entry is rather out of order and jumps aroudn but that how i think.
I really want my life to work out and i really want it to work out with her. Even tho her mom and, a lot of her friends tell her that she should date someone else, and that really gets on my nerves but what can you do. It sucks when her mom is telling her ever time that talk that she needs to date someone else. Well i have to say it Mom stop trying to run your daughters life, i think her mom is trying to live her life threw her daughter, and its realy sad. Well sorry that this entry is rather out of order and jumps aroudn but that how i think.