I am so scared
I realy am scared like i have never been before. I dont know were to start so i guess anywere will do. Well i got off work, and i go thome and on the computer my usual routine. Well my girl friend wokeup earlier then usual so i asked her what was wrong, and she completly avoided the question so right there i new somethign was up. I asked again and nothing then she put her away message up and went back to bed, so i decided to call her(twice wouldnt of stopped till she answered). I had reason to be scared she was thinking of breaking up with me, b/c well i get to paranoid alot. I am scared i will loose her, b/c of our distance it realy is a big fear of mine and well i relay dont want o loose her and i love this girl with all of my heart, but when she told me i was like so scared like my life was comeing to an end like i was dieing. My heart was getting redy to break but it didnt. She told me that last night she thought about emailing me but she decided not to b/c she didnt want to do somethind to rash and i thank her for that, but i realy wish the idea would jsut vanish from her head. I want to be with this girl i realy feel like my life would end if i was to loose her, my bond with this girl is so big. She says she doesnt want to break up with me and i dont want to break up with her, so i say we shouldnt.