Kinda important; Moving
I finally got my replacement monitor this evening.
I'm going to be moving back to Pittsburgh around Christmas time.
My dad offered to drive out to NY and bring me home, and my Uncle has also offered in case I need the help. I don't have too much to bring back, but it's too much to mail or bring on a plane or train. I'd rent a U-haul truck and drive it myself, but I don't want to.
I'm going to seek out and get a job as fast as possible, not really being picky with what it is at this point because I've got to make sure I can pay my bills on my own again. I don't have money to fall back on, but I'm not going to panic (yet). I may ask my dad to help me and then pay him back as my paychecks come in. I think something will come through.
If you're curious as to why I'm moving, it's mainly because I'm not happy here in NY. I miss my family and friends; I can't be isolated from them any longer. Even if I worked and solved my financial stresses, I'd still be homesick. Objectives changed, things changed and I suppose you could say my bf and I have irreconcilable differences. There are some needs not being met, physically and emotionally.
I need to pick up the pieces of my life and career.
I won't have Internet access anymore beyond Christmas. I can settle for dial up if I have to, but I'd like to get cable Internet asap, depending on what I can afford. This change shouldn't affect my commission pace (which is slow as hell as it is), since the only thing vanishing is my Internet connection. I'm going to -try- to get some progress images out to customers but packing is my main concern. A friend offered to let me visit and make use of her dial-up as I need it when I get back home.
If possible, I'd like to avoid talking about the situation over IMs, for what remaining time I can use them. My emotions are all over the place, but I promise not to take it out on any of you. I'm scared, feeling defeated and guilty.
Anyways, that's all. :/
I'm going to be moving back to Pittsburgh around Christmas time.
My dad offered to drive out to NY and bring me home, and my Uncle has also offered in case I need the help. I don't have too much to bring back, but it's too much to mail or bring on a plane or train. I'd rent a U-haul truck and drive it myself, but I don't want to.
I'm going to seek out and get a job as fast as possible, not really being picky with what it is at this point because I've got to make sure I can pay my bills on my own again. I don't have money to fall back on, but I'm not going to panic (yet). I may ask my dad to help me and then pay him back as my paychecks come in. I think something will come through.
If you're curious as to why I'm moving, it's mainly because I'm not happy here in NY. I miss my family and friends; I can't be isolated from them any longer. Even if I worked and solved my financial stresses, I'd still be homesick. Objectives changed, things changed and I suppose you could say my bf and I have irreconcilable differences. There are some needs not being met, physically and emotionally.
I need to pick up the pieces of my life and career.
I won't have Internet access anymore beyond Christmas. I can settle for dial up if I have to, but I'd like to get cable Internet asap, depending on what I can afford. This change shouldn't affect my commission pace (which is slow as hell as it is), since the only thing vanishing is my Internet connection. I'm going to -try- to get some progress images out to customers but packing is my main concern. A friend offered to let me visit and make use of her dial-up as I need it when I get back home.
If possible, I'd like to avoid talking about the situation over IMs, for what remaining time I can use them. My emotions are all over the place, but I promise not to take it out on any of you. I'm scared, feeling defeated and guilty.
Anyways, that's all. :/