edge of seventeen

Sep 30, 2008 08:01

i'm probably the weirdest one of all. but i hate turning 18! the thing that challenge me to turn 18 is time and nothing else!

my thought of 18 probably is scary.yes it is. if i ever told you what my 18 would be, it's chaos. i hate 18 and i hate 19 and so on. i don't like turning older. getting old is at disadvantage. no more of everything, but lots of something new. i don't know why and i don't know how! i'm still in a state of loss minds. and this 18 sounds so challenging to me.

it's a challenge between

Throw on your break lights We're in the city of wonder Ain't gonna play nice Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice Your train of thought will be altered So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia It's like the darkness is the light...

it's a challenge to turn haywire. i've a choice between drugs and amusement park!
i've seriously no idea what to choose and where to go ;)
and both choices thrills me into getting on and wanna ride on. omfg.

anyway i choose to accompany my best bud to study!
ok i'm turning into a geek too. but probably yeah. thats for the best!
i've no idea. everything turns out to be a mess for me.

seems to me like nothing is on tracjk right now.
yet i worry too much on the person whom i worried on.
i shouldn't have told him. i shouldn't.
i'm sorry ;DD

i'll probably go back on my words.
i don't want you to do the things that you'll regret :D

it's too close for comfort.

i rather give in that letting you regret later on!



sydney

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