Oct 06, 2008 19:07
I thought this AM sickness thing was overrrr! Heck maybe it's not AM sickness? Last night we went to dinner at Lee's parents house and it was scrumptious... we met my family in town to pick up their extra car since Lee's engine blew and we'd been trying to figure out a way to keep him and myself working.. Talking to Lee and I get this stupid gag refex or something where I suddenly can't talk because I'm pretty sure that I will hurl all over the place... get home and I'm still squirming around not feeling very good... take a shower.. and go to leave and it starts happening again that stupid gag reflex but this time it makes me cough which utlimatly leads to hurling all over the bathroom sink :0( And Lee can't deal with that so he's a couple rooms away saying "I'm sorry you're going through this." Which is irritating of course because that's easy for him to say since he can't! I went straight to bed last night after picking up the bathroom and then wake up to the upstairs tennant vacuuming at 8 in the morning and the dogs are barking because they hear another dog barking and let's just say I am exhausted this morning. Exhausted and feeling sick still... :0/ I normally sleep during the daytime and work evenings/nights. It ends up (sadly) working best because the upstairs tennant has way too many kids and they jump up and down, dribble basketballs, and run room to room in the evening so no sleeping to be had at that time anyways.
My job must be getting super ticked at me.. I just can't help it though! I figure telling them I'll be there later will end up being better off for me and for them because if I'm sick and feeling like I'm about ready to hurl the whole time I am there I am not going to be productive for them... but I feel bad that I keep having to try to readjust my schedule all the time... I just never know when I am going to be feeling crappy!
It is hard work growing a baby. Just so many changes to your body that I never thought of or expected I guess.
The last couple nights before going to bed my brain has started thinking about what labor will be like and it freaks me out! How can I do that! It's going to be crazy! I just can't even imagine it right now but I'm scared :0P Probably normal though. My mom tells me to just tough it all out and Lee's support level is minimal to say the least (or so it feels) he's probably just getting really sick of it all. My dad just says that he thinks girls take it to some extreme that it's not. HAHAHHA. I laugh at him! He superly doesn't get it haha.
I thought my energy was coming back but not quite yet I guess... I'm feeling tired as ever! I could sleep half the day and its just not enough!
My belly has been getting so many of what I call lightning cramps! Baby stretching it all out in there? Just brief sudden moments and then its gone or sometimes it can go for a little while and then stop... but lightning seems the best way to describe it. It's not exactly painful but it's also not comfortable.