Oy with the weekly schedule already.
Ugh! I think it's time to reconfigure my weekly schedule. Right now I work 8-4 on Sundays, and then 2-10pm M-Thursday. Then I have 4 and 5 hour classes on Fridays and Saturdays. NO day off at all. It is really exhausting me! And Lee wonders how I can be sooooo tired all week and sleeping all day. I am getting frustrated at work because I sometimes am too tired/sick feeling to go in and end up calling in. Money is important but I think it's time to take matters into my own hands and take a hit on the money end in exchange for a day or two without duties. Probably help my motivation level for everything too. Lately I look at my belly and I think I see a change so far. I don't feel bad/good or whatever about it... I just figure I take it as it comes :0P On Wednesday I get my next OB apt... I am so happy for these monthyl apts and it's nice that I started mine in my first month of pregnancy too kind of... I don't know how some of the other mom-to-be's out there can deal with having had to wait so long for a first apt! Last time I saw the heartbeat... this time I am hoping to hear it though. Oh and for a better picture maybe :0P I'm crossing my fingers!! Ugh! I am going to go now. SOOOOOO tired!
Lee & I ended up staying at a hotel on Friday night because I had class really early on Saturday morning and we just didn't want to be home. Home is a frustrating place for me right now that stresses me out a lot. Full of barking dogs and lack of sleep and lack of organization because I am toooooo tired to run around and finish all of the unpacking that Lee and I have to do and he's too busy to do it. It's just a mound of our own crud or whatever in the dining area. I feel bad about that because Trish & Ali end up having to deal with it. The toilet. Oh my gosh I am getting so OCD about that because nobody cleans it after they make a mess out of it. It's really gross. Lee's cleaned it the last two times but nobody else will and now it's really bad after Ali's friends showed up. I was a bit irritated yesterday because I go to park at home and go in and there's 3 cars at my house. No real place to park. I feel like my house is being turned into a frat house or something. People up late talking loudly and therefore ends up keeping the dogs up who keep us up, and it's just really annoying. I just don't want to even be there anymore. I really don't even know how to bring anything up because I feel bad. I kind of miss Sawyer :0(
I am getting to distracted to keep writing and work is busy....