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im tired.. its cold.
im fed up with the constant bullshit that i have to put up with.
this year, ive certainly had enough.
its sooo much to deal with and i cant seem to get past it.
when i think ive put it behind me, it creeps up and rears its ugly head.
it strikes without warning and leaves just as quickly.
to the few that are around, i cant thank you enough for helping me help myself.
to those that are never there... yr never there and it doesnt matter now just like it never did ever.
to those that are around when theres only bad news, fuck you.
you dont care, yr only around to save face..
and its not my face that needs saving..
... its my sanity
im fed up with the constant bullshit that i have to put up with.
this year, ive certainly had enough.
its sooo much to deal with and i cant seem to get past it.
when i think ive put it behind me, it creeps up and rears its ugly head.
it strikes without warning and leaves just as quickly.
to the few that are around, i cant thank you enough for helping me help myself.
to those that are never there... yr never there and it doesnt matter now just like it never did ever.
to those that are around when theres only bad news, fuck you.
you dont care, yr only around to save face..
and its not my face that needs saving..
... its my sanity