I have no past, no present, no future - I exist.

[guy_with_hair]

Past
A sad beautiful relationship.

A harmonious relationship that is pious, pure, and pleasurable. Please. Growing up under a house of "God" and with a mother and father that loved each other is my childhood perspective. A perspective that was only viewing the world through the rose tinted glasses of religion.

It all came crashing down two year and

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[anonymous]

Think of love as a noun, taylor; love is dead as a verb.

As an action is has been corrupted with naivity, lust, and the set image we have of it burned into our brains by movies, books, and the people around us who blindly imagine they are in love because they exchange kisses and conversations. We can't help thinking love goes beyond those contexts because we are a such visual race.

Love isn't just between a boyfriend and a girlfriend, moreover just a husband and a wife. Love is everywhere;people, places, things, ideas. Love of science, love of a certain place by eckhert street, love of being around certain people. Love isn't dead because, yes, it was never alive. It's an idea that is carried out through people in strictly individual ways. Love colors outside the lines.

As for God, that's a perspective that I won't post on livejournal. We'll talk sometime about it.

And it makes me smile that tomorrow you will still be you. Don't disregard you're past though. Learn from it, learn from others mistakes, learn what you want to work for, & learn to appreciate what you do have. Don't expect change tomorrow, though, and probably not the next day. This is high school:SSDD, same shit, different day-- thank you Stephen King.

Lastly remember that love is only one aspect of life. Love doesn't define a person. Love is not the only thing we have to desire. Love is no spoiled bitch like she thinks she is and the world does not revolve around her. Mary Tyler Moore was wrong; it's persistence, ambition, sorrow, & smiles that makes the world go 'round.

And what if you did find 'true love' right now. Settle down at 16? I think not. Have something to look forward to in that future of yours.

One thing's for sure. You are the catalyst of my rambling. Cheer up Taylor, think beyond what has already been displayed for you.
-killa

[guy_with_hair]

I don't dispute you in saying that 'true love' is stupid at 16. Anybody that thinks otherwise needs to look at how their relationship they are currently in is not what they think is. The only difference between me and you is that I believe it is possible at any age, it's just the fact that we CALL it stupid that it will never happen.

Love exists in our lives since we are born. I love my mother and to a lesser degree, my father. It is love, and that is what I use to justify my view point in the paragraph above.

If I am the same tomorrow, why look foward to tomorrow?