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What is love?
What constitutes it?
How does it work?
When do you know you are in it?
I don't fucking know these answers, but could it possibly be is it crying over what could of been?
A 1.5 week relationship doesn't mean anything, unless it constitutes a change on your life. Which this one has, how come I cried when I talked to her? How is it that I cry when I look at the schedule and who is leaving? How is that I don't debate because every other word I think of my trouble?
She might save me, even though I have officially called off the relationship. Why the hell did it have to end like this? I don't love to hate, but I can hate the love.
I wish my family worked right, I want a family that was uniform, I want a dad who never forces me. I want a dad who would learn to love his wife. I want a sister who wouldn't accuse me of everything, I want a friend who can help me with this. I want a perfect life, or something that resembles it. For some reason Kristin was worked into this equation, why? I've never cried over something like this before, and yet when I think about my family and then Kristin I get the same reaction from my body.
This is just a rant, and then of course, i'm just putting my feelings on paper to help alleviate some of the stress I have.
What do you people think about divorces and what do you think love means to you, if anything at all?
Happy Birthday Melissa
What constitutes it?
How does it work?
When do you know you are in it?
I don't fucking know these answers, but could it possibly be is it crying over what could of been?
A 1.5 week relationship doesn't mean anything, unless it constitutes a change on your life. Which this one has, how come I cried when I talked to her? How is it that I cry when I look at the schedule and who is leaving? How is that I don't debate because every other word I think of my trouble?
She might save me, even though I have officially called off the relationship. Why the hell did it have to end like this? I don't love to hate, but I can hate the love.
I wish my family worked right, I want a family that was uniform, I want a dad who never forces me. I want a dad who would learn to love his wife. I want a sister who wouldn't accuse me of everything, I want a friend who can help me with this. I want a perfect life, or something that resembles it. For some reason Kristin was worked into this equation, why? I've never cried over something like this before, and yet when I think about my family and then Kristin I get the same reaction from my body.
This is just a rant, and then of course, i'm just putting my feelings on paper to help alleviate some of the stress I have.
What do you people think about divorces and what do you think love means to you, if anything at all?
Happy Birthday Melissa