Aug 03, 2005 23:08
its been a couple of days and i havent flinched.i havent faultered.i havent showd any signs of what used to be,i pretend like it never happened but truthfully on the inside it eats a whole...still.and when i realize on occasion the direct effect of my action.i feel regret for not fixing it back then.but what needs to be done must be done.we must hollow the shell.and rid ourselves of any useless problems or emotions.and pretend like we were born as empty as we stand now.
goodnight sweetheart.