oh wow

[guttertomars]

wow...ok..so yeah...i haven't posted about the last few days. that will have to wait.

wow.

i'm about to drop the bomb on my life on my mother.

wow.

i asked about going up to see Ashley this weekend...seeing as how i'm back living at home...and she went through all of this crap..."i don't think i'd be being a parent if i let you do that....etc...i don't like that you'd be sleeping in the same room....do you really think it's right to just jump in bed with someone?"

wow.

i didn't even tell her anything. nothing at all. .....except that we are together.

tomorrow.

i'm going to tell her. i'm going to tell her tomorrow. wow.

i'm jittery right now. holy fuck.

this will surely turn everything up on it's side.

she has no idea...

wow.

i don't even know what to say right now.

i can totally picture myself...living somewhere else in the very near future...working paycheck by paycheck...on my own...working a ton...even taking a year off from school to save money etc...

all becuase of this...

all from this bit...

i can feel it...this could so split everything into so many pieces.

but you know what.

i don't care.

i feel...prepared?

ready.

i feel like i can totally...see the next two years fold out right now...oh gosh. wow.

this is so weird...

i can't wait until tomorrow. this...is going to be epic.

wow. i'm at such a loss for words.

i wonder if she even knows whats coming.

wow.

holy shit.