May 16, 2005 20:42
i woke up not too long ago.
well....actually...i got a wonderful wake up call.
Ashley is feeling the burn...or was. No sleep sucks. DEEP SLEEP RULES.
Anyways...i feel a little more rejuvenated...for now. 4 hours...not sure how long it will last. Lol.
I think i'll end up watching a movie for a little while tonight before attempting to study...LOL...if i even do. WOW
i have hit apathy rock bottom. LOL.
anyways. i'm here tonight...writting on here...as any other night...lol...
everyone is leaving.
people are quickly packing up their lives...leaving at staggered times...
people I know/knew...leaving for home...most of which...i prolly won't see or talk to again.
weird.
though...thinking about it now...i didn't have many people that i had stong bonds with here on my floor...really. so why do i feel weird that people are leaving and crap?
weeeeeiiiirrrrd.
i think it's cuz...in a day or so...i will go from an environment surrounded by people...to one where it's just me...that whole isolation feeling :)
i will try and keep in touch with a few people...but yeah...eh.
yeah...so...story is...i have to be out of here by Wednesday morning at the latest...NICE.
sooner than i hoped/expected...but oh well.
RA bought me some more time.
I will miss having Anthony as an RA...he was super cool. I need to visit some people in the building before i leave..him included.
MMM...i can't believe it's almost over. School. Wow.
it's over.
it really is over.
wow.