Why do you get all the love in the world

[guttertomars]

oh yeah. last night. FREAKING NUTS. god. i'm so god damn tired right now. I was sooooooooo trashed......ugh. the one and a half california burritoes were really good. the texts and phone/aim convos were...REALLY good. i remember everytyhing too. unlike the night before. went to a party and ended up really spending...yeah...like 1 hour there....fuck....went to the bathroom....watched a game of beruit...had ONE beer...goodness...i got way too drunk before hand. *makes note to myself* got a ride to the mexican food place...and then to the dorms [thanks for taking care of me Sarah]. sat down. ate. talked online.... had some mroe shots?....uhhh...then after finishing the first burrito...went to go get another....ran into melissa and shelly...and the unknown person named brian who...was having weird girl problems....lol...SEVERELY impending our mission to the mexican place. made it there...sat...fielded a call :)...walked back. ran back. melissa and shelly had to use the bathroom like no other. went back to room. more shots...definitly that time. talked more.... :) phone...was amazing. i also remember bitching about how the second burrito sucked. haha....Erica agreeed....then in her soberness started expressing her love for the With Teeth songs I sent her...WEIIIIIRRRDDDD...but so freakin cool. [AIM quotes below]. even with all of that...i managed to get undressed for bed this time. i also thanked a friend for taking care of Ashley for me. and...well you can check the facebook thing if you want...or you can just read the bullitin i culled from CNN below before i passsed out....

:)

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jake and i are together

officially

boyfriend/girlfriend.

officially. applaud for us.

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i know i appluaded.

i think i remember getting a congratulatory AIM from....was it Zach? gosh. too much rum Jake. lol.

i'm still happy i didn't pass out on her on the phone this time. lol.

mkay. that was the night.
AIM quotes...

playdodgeball: ew maroon 5 does a cover of nin 'closer'
guttertomars: WHAT?!?!?
guttertomars: FUCK NO!!!!
playdodgeball: its awful
playdodgeball: its like acoustic and shit

playdodgeball: one of my favorite people ever
guttertomars: you too. really.
guttertomars: not just some stupid drunk comment

[hahaha....from earlier in the day...haha...this is like...profile quality...LOL]
playdodgeball: jake you're the one person i think i trust when you say 'it wasnt just the hormones'

awwwness
DisTuRbEd DacHz (12:53:30 AM): im going to
DisTuRbEd DacHz (12:53:32 AM): leave u
DisTuRbEd DacHz (12:53:34 AM): 1000000
DisTuRbEd DacHz (12:53:36 AM): messages
DisTuRbEd DacHz (12:53:41 AM): cuz
DisTuRbEd DacHz (12:53:44 AM): i love you

DisTuRbEd DacHz (1:01:25 AM): ayya yay for burritos

major awwwness...
DisTuRbEd DacHz (1:07:22 AM): i am
DisTuRbEd DacHz (1:07:26 AM): so trashed
DisTuRbEd DacHz (1:07:38 AM): all i want to do is cuddle wth u but i cant=lamr
DisTuRbEd DacHz (1:07:41 AM): =lame

uhhh.....shit...so i did actually take 2 full shots....even after TOLD NOT too...by Ashley. god damn.
guttertomars (1:37:09 AM): i'm tkaing shos
DisTuRbEd DacHz (1:37:35 AM): oh no
DisTuRbEd DacHz (1:37:38 AM): babe
guttertomars (1:37:39 AM): shit i broke the rule

i wish there was some way to save phone conversations. dayum.

i lost so much hair last night. ugh. lol. the shower...yeah...lol.
damn dying.

i have to go clean myself up. god damn getting up less than 4 hours after passing out.
i don't think i'm able to drive.
nature center it is. SOMEONE ELSE is driving.

~love