Jan 04, 2006 10:36
Well today is a bad day. It's my first full day back in SC and I miss Jenna more and more as the day goes on. I wish I could have both lives that I get to live when I take leave. Today is alright but I'm glad my enlistment is not up today because I would not be staying in with the mood I am in today. I feel like I left everything behind and for what sometimes. Sometimes it feels like I should just take the leap of faith and run with shit sometimes but my mind usually kicks in and tells me to remember all my plans and dreams. It is really hard to leave Jenna after having a great time. Sure me and her have differences and the little fights that end two minutes later but I'd rather be at home fighting with her right now then sitting here writing on livejournal. Anyway, enough about my Jennasickness, and homesickness.
Being home was great. Christmas was great. I got to have some great times with Stephanie and Kevin and the gang. Jon thanks for the food at Frickers. That was really cool of you and I will make it up to you the next time we all go out to eat. I learned a lot while I was home, like what really matters to me. And to never let Jenna drive while I'm in the car. I learned that Scene It is a good game once or twice, but it makes you want to kill yourself after 5 or 6 games. I'm not complaining, the best part of hanging out with you guys was all the games, and all the laughs, and the fact that whoever is on Stephanies' team always wins.
Jenna it was great seeing you sweetheart and I had a great time with you. I can't wait until the day that we get married and own a couple penguins. (I promised to buy her a penguin.) I will talk to you all soon. Hope you guys have a great fucking new year.