May 28, 2004 12:13
hi friend,
hockey boy, exams, andrew returning in ten days, oh my! talk about a whirlwind of crazy events in my life.
well, ex-thing and i have been speaking a lot recently. i am pretty convinced he is still utterly smitten with his old girlfriend, but my friend tells me otherwise. apparently he has been telling her that he has a master plan to dump wolf girlfriend once i make the move. the fact that his ankle is broken and he pretty much in a handle with care state until mid-summer is a little bit off putting. a lot of girls have been telling me to quit it with him because i would probably wind up playing nurse for half my summer.
on the other hand, my little cohort andrew returns around the 8th, how exciting! i really did miss him like crazy. so many nights i just crawled into my bed feeling sad and lonely because all i wanted to do was call him for a whining session. i don't know if he realizes but, he really has been an integral part of my high school experience. for so long, i got caught up in the fact that he would never "want me." it is so beyond that now, i've accepted that we are just what we are. i almost like it better this way.
boys, boys, boys.
the other day my housemaster threatened to give me a major for climbing through a window and "compromising" the house's "safety system." i've got a safety system to show him right here, asshole.
p.s: i am my dormitory president or "house president." i can't wait assume my title as "raging tyrant." my name gets to be on a plaque and everything. how important!