if i could you know i would.

[guttergal5]

i like going out on school nites.
i like the fact of knowing that in a few hours i will be learning.
its a thrilling rush.
giving up one addiction at a time.
i like knowing who hangs out in the girls bathroom.

i like going out.
not knowing really anyone of course.
then seeing someone you "know" but don't know their name.
and saying hi like you're obligated to.

i would like a band.
we would be called "You're Toast".
we would all have pseudo names.
each member would pick a toast topping.
we would take ourselves very serious.
so other people would too.
don't knock it till you check out how we rock it.

i would like to road trip.
to canada of course.
not to drink and not to dance.
but to meet toobis.
while there i would apologize for wasting his time.

i can't believe that in 4 months.
experiment "love" will occur.
i hope this hypothesis is valid.
or else charts and graphs will be a waste.

there are now pudding cups in the fridge.
no cigar deuls.
only 8 years till i am eligible for flowers.
i have my vase already.

i like people who have seen snow.
i like when people complain about a problem that is lame.
like losing half an eyebrow.
or hitting a snow bank.

accesories i enjoy because they can hold many advantages.
whether it be a human, a cat purse, or i dunno a metal dog.
fashion killing is what make the accessory beneficial.
who wants an imitation cat purse anyway.

you've been dealing with all of these feelings.
like they got you believing.
they have no meaning.
but they do.

<3 mal o'danger

P.S-
i just can't find the time.
to write my mind.
the way I want it to read