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Almost 6 months have passed, and I still can't stop crying myself to sleep at night....
I feel like such a hypocrite, because I will sit and tell anyone... everything happens for a reason, yet I can't find my reason for going through what I did with Sean, I miss him and I have no fucking idea why....
I was just killing time flipping through facebook, and found a picture of me on his lap that I had forgot to untag, and I got that horrible feeling in my stomach.... I don't think I've been getting sick cause of my allergies, I think I might be depressed... and I don't know what to do.... I don't understand how he turned his back on me like this....
I just want to move on with my life, and I don't see how I can... he turned his back on me and blamed everything on me.... I'm not that person, I'm not childish and manipulative...
God I hope it's fucking true that it takes half the time you dated to get over someone... because I want so bad to move on with my life.... I want to smile again, and stop crying when I'm alone....
I feel like such a hypocrite, because I will sit and tell anyone... everything happens for a reason, yet I can't find my reason for going through what I did with Sean, I miss him and I have no fucking idea why....
I was just killing time flipping through facebook, and found a picture of me on his lap that I had forgot to untag, and I got that horrible feeling in my stomach.... I don't think I've been getting sick cause of my allergies, I think I might be depressed... and I don't know what to do.... I don't understand how he turned his back on me like this....
I just want to move on with my life, and I don't see how I can... he turned his back on me and blamed everything on me.... I'm not that person, I'm not childish and manipulative...
God I hope it's fucking true that it takes half the time you dated to get over someone... because I want so bad to move on with my life.... I want to smile again, and stop crying when I'm alone....